blog post from 6th september 2015 to 22nd september 2015

l been busy reading books and l been getting ready for winter and l think l am getting a cold and my athritis is playing up and my feet are swollen still and my doctors ring this today and said it is time for my flu jab to be updated l had it a year ago and l am currently reading beyond the red mountains and l won 34 books on goodread and my sister bought me jodi picoult and samatha van leer between the lines and off the page for my birthday and l am looking forward to my birthday and christmas but not the cold weather but l am got to ring back to my doctor to get a appointment to get the time and date for my flu jab and my mum and sister have to go for one to haha l can't stop sneezing so got tissues at hand l am going to spend my day watching soaps and jeremy kyle and than house with my sister or call the midwife. other day l watched 4 christmas movies because it is never too early to watch them and l seen my nephew michael-terry  and my niece celsie-jo other day they was so happy to see me l miss them so much and my niece celsie-jo was asking where my sister margaret was so l told her she is at home looking after our dog and she was like l miss him they are partner in crime celsie-jo use to open our gate and they would both go out the back garden haha, my dog loves my nieces and nephews and l remember my sister zoe having my niece celsie-jo she was having pains and she nearly had her in my house like she did her first daughter my niece angel who was born a week before christmas l watched my sister zoe bring angel into this world and she was cold l went to the hospital with my sister and my niece because my sister didn't want to go on her own and my niece had to be warmed up because she was blue with cold (our gas had gone) so my mum could not put the heating on and my niece megan won a family photo because my sister kaylie enter her in to a competition along with her brothers yiannis and jack but yiannis never won and jack never got through to the second round but they are all beautiful to me and l love them all the same and l have a iphone 4s and a samsung galaxy young 2 one for texting and one for games. l am still missing my grandad and my sister l wish they was both here with their loving family. l have hay fever and asthma and the doctors told me l have a weakened immune systems and a l0w vitamin d levels l have to get my levels checked every few months and l have to get my asthma check too and l have 2 inhalers. l have 8 birthday presents and 5 christmas presents at the minute.  l got till november to get more and my cat turns 1 next mouth and my sister margaret turns 23 and my nephew michael-terry turns 9 in october and than my niece celsie-jo turns 6 in november and my niece angel turns 12 a week before christmas than christmas haha but on my birthday l will share pictures of everything l got for my birthday and if l get a cake l will share picture l been watching booktubers and book shelf tours and book collections. l also run a book reviewing blog and l review stuff l bought or got bought.

 why you need a flu jab

• anyone aged 65 and over
• pregnant women
• children and adults with an underlying health condition (particularly long-term heart or respiratory disease)
• children and adults with weakened immune systems

blog post from august 17th 2015 to september 6th 2015

So it's coming up to the time of year where people starting to plan for the winter and because my birthday is in November me and my sister who's birthday is in October and then Christmas we have been birthday/Christmas shopping. Last year by the 6th of September it was freezing but this year is warm abit but the cold starting to come. My hands are shaking so much and l still got swollen feet and it’s the winter when my arthritis starts getting worse and l have not been going food shopping for weeks now my mum and sister been going because l been to ill or nervous to go out and l didn’t have any winter shoes to go out in but my sister bought me some so l am not wearing summer shoes in winter ha-ha. But l have enough books to last me over the winter months. I also got a 3ds with animal crossing new leaf and tomodatchi life. I spend most days in my pyjamas and dressing gown. I have hayfever and take a tablet once daily and pain killers for my pain from my arthritis. I have chapped lips but l am using lip scrub from lush that’s helping my lips great and they’re soft. I won 30 books on goodreads and I love wrapping presents I wrap my sister’s and she wraps mine and I got a Christmas tree other day but got to buy my Christmas tree decoration and my colours are going to be purple and sliver hopefully because that is the colours l want and purple is my favourite colour and l just got a purple dressing gown with my name donna c and my kitten Oscar will be one in October. I am excited cannot wait for my birthday than Christmas but this year is going to be my first without my grandad l miss him loads and wish he was still here l still cannot believe he gone and today l am spending the day watching call the midwife and l am having Sunday dinner for tea l cannot wait to eat it and l watched all the seasons of call the midwife before l have got 3 of the call the midwife books l am missing some though and l will get them ones soon hopefully l just got books for Christmas at the moment but a bit to go yet and we will be buying present for our cat and dog too. I was telling my sister l cannot wait till it starts snowing in my animal crossing game and it is going to be nice to play my game in the snow l named my town rainbow in animal crossing and l called my island rainbow in tomodatchi life. I am watching house too but l like watching stuff with babies in or hospital dramas. Me and my sister’s love doing craft and my sister started watching house other day and she plays animal crossing new leaf and tomodatchi life and l watch daily bumps (missy and Bryan lanning) and Cullen and Katie and ellie and Jared. I also like watching book hauls and book collections on YouTube. But l also watch other youtubers but l listed a few of my favourites. I love Christmas and l cannot wait to watch Christmas movies or listen to Christmas music. I got to admit the winter season is my favourite and the whole feel of it and the whole family time I love.  I have a Nintendo Wii which l have a lot of games for and l have animal crossing for that too and l have Netflix too and I love watching csi, law and order and ncis. I raised by my mum she was helped by my nan and grandad. I help my mum clean our house and feed my pets and l had a terrapin  who l named lilac l had to give her away and l had a rabbit named daisy but she passed away she is buried in my garden. Me, my sister and my mum are planning to go clean up my sister Shirley’s grave who passed away 20 years ago on 9^th august 1995 and l miss her so much and I remember the day my mum told me she lost Shirley and l remember going to see them at the hospital and l held my sister Shirley in my arms she was beautiful wish she was still here she never got a chance to see the world her beautiful eyes l will never see and l never get to see her smile or she never got to see Christmas. I am hoping to help my mum get her a headstone and make her garden (her grave) look beautiful. I am a auntie of 16. Today my first born niece Cheyanne turns 16 l remember the day she was born and l was 12 years old and l suppose it is the joys of having older sisters but she was the first one to call me auntie and it makes me so proud and l love every one of them. My grandad’s ashes are close by in my house but l still miss him and me and my sister tried making soap and we failed lol but we will keep trying and when we was clearing out my grandad’s house we found loads of pictures of us when we was younger and l started walking a bit but it hurts my legs because of my arthritis and the swelling in my feet and knees. I am started to try favoured teas so far l have not liked them but got some more to try other day. I am hoping l like them.

 zingy purple berries 

cranberry and apple

First Blog Post : August 17th 2015 : About My Life

Today I am feeling poorly my legs are sore from my rheumatoid arthritis and my feet are still swollen. My asthma is playing up and I feel so run down and wake up with headache but l got a book today so fun time cannot wait to read it and review it on my book reviewing blog and sending the day with my mum, my sister and my niece. I am going to cuddled up with my kitten Oscar and my dog smell (my mum named him) and my grandad passed away on 9^th June 2015 he been gone 2 month l miss him so much. My grandad’s funeral was on 7^th July 2015. My sister Shirley Mary Allyce Longshawe was born sleeping on 9^th of august 1995 it was her 20^th birthday other week l miss her so much. My dad committed suicide on 4^th of April 2015 he was not in my life but he helped make me and his blood still runs through my veins and my mum raised me with the help of family members. I love taking photos and going on day trips and l love reading and l have a account on goodreads and l won 18 books l never won anything till l joined goodreads and l lived in the same house for 12 years lol along time and l suffer from hayfever and l been a fan of westlife since l was 13 now 16 years later l still love listening to their music. My mum bought me a 3ds for Christmas last year with animal crossing new leaf and tomodatchi life. I do not have many friends cause l am always too ill to go out and meet them or in too much pain. I sit watching Netflix, YouTube or soaps and reading books or playing games on my phone or Facebook or playing my ds ha-ha. On the day of my grandad funeral l broke down l could not move from his coffin seeing his coffin made it real that he was not coming back. On the day he passed away l was getting my niece angel up and ready for school when the phone rung and l answered the phone and got told my grandad having problems breathing and l said dial 999 and my sister Margaret was on her way over to help and l left my niece getting ready with my mum and went over to my grandad’s house and he was sitting on his chair with a oxygen mask on and l held his hand and then l come over to get my niece off to school and l was making myself some dinner when l seen a police man going to my grandad’s house l went over said hello he said how do you know David baker l said l am his granddaughter and he said can l come in l said just let me put my dog out and he was asking to get in to my grandad’s house and my mum said l can let you in and he was like sorry to tell you mr baker just passed away l was upset l could not stop crying me and my sister and my mum had to tell everybody of my grandad passing and my last words to my grandad was l love you grandad and the first few hours after he passed l thought it was all lies that he was going to walk in the door going surprise l am still alive but l know he was pain free and safe from all the hassle he was getting and we said he was now with my sister looking after her for us till we all get reunited and it is so hard telling people a loved one has passed away my grandad helped me through some rough times and the night before he passed away he was laughing and joking with us and l miss his voice and seeing him every day but he is a better place

My grandad’s funeral songs was :

1: the business: maybe it’s because l’m a Londoner (because he was from London)

2: aloe blacc: wake me up (my grandad use to sing this when we went on road trips with him)

3: wiz khalifa ft. Charlie puth: see you again (first song that l heard after he passed away he was my grandad and my best friend)

4: Waylon Jennings: it’s all over now (because he was a fan of him) 

my grandad david michael baker 19th may 1940 -  9th june 2015 rest in paradise grandad/my best friend love you life is not the same without you. you left a big hole in my life and l am grieving for you run free bull bear x x x

my kitten oscar and my dog smell my fur babies love them so much they make me smile through the hard times x x x

my kitten oscar under my blanket and cuddling up with me and him helping me through the hard times x x x 

My dog smell giving me sad eyes and a face l cannot stay mad at but he is too cute and he helps me through hard times x x x