Today I am feeling poorly my legs are
sore from my rheumatoid arthritis and my feet are still swollen. My asthma is
playing up and I feel so run down and wake up with headache but l got a book
today so fun time cannot wait to read it and review it on my book reviewing
blog and sending the day with my mum, my sister and my niece. I am going to
cuddled up with my kitten Oscar and my dog smell (my mum named him) and my
grandad passed away on 9th June 2015 he been gone 2 month l miss him
so much. My grandad’s funeral was on 7th July 2015. My sister Shirley
Mary Allyce Longshawe was born sleeping on 9th of august 1995 it was
her 20th birthday other week l miss her so much. My dad committed suicide
on 4th of April 2015 he was not in my life but he helped make me and
his blood still runs through my veins and my mum raised me with the help of
family members. I love taking photos and going on day trips and l love reading
and l have a account on goodreads and l won 18 books l never won anything till
l joined goodreads and l lived in the same house for 12 years lol along time
and l suffer from hayfever and l been a fan of westlife since l was 13 now 16
years later l still love listening to their music. My mum bought me a 3ds for Christmas
last year with animal crossing new leaf and tomodatchi life. I do not have many
friends cause l am always too ill to go out and meet them or in too much pain. I
sit watching Netflix, YouTube or soaps and reading books or playing games on my
phone or Facebook or playing my ds ha-ha. On the day of my grandad funeral l
broke down l could not move from his coffin seeing his coffin made it real that
he was not coming back. On the day he passed away l was getting my niece angel
up and ready for school when the phone rung and l answered the phone and got
told my grandad having problems breathing and l said dial 999 and my sister Margaret
was on her way over to help and l left my niece getting ready with my mum and
went over to my grandad’s house and he was sitting on his chair with a oxygen
mask on and l held his hand and then l come over to get my niece off to school
and l was making myself some dinner when l seen a police man going to my
grandad’s house l went over said hello he said how do you know David baker l
said l am his granddaughter and he said can l come in l said just let me put my
dog out and he was asking to get in to my grandad’s house and my mum said l can
let you in and he was like sorry to tell you mr baker just passed away l was upset
l could not stop crying me and my sister and my mum had to tell everybody of my
grandad passing and my last words to my grandad was l love you grandad and the
first few hours after he passed l thought it was all lies that he was going to
walk in the door going surprise l am still alive but l know he was pain free
and safe from all the hassle he was getting and we said he was now with my
sister looking after her for us till we all get reunited and it is so hard
telling people a loved one has passed away my grandad helped me through some
rough times and the night before he passed away he was laughing and joking with
us and l miss his voice and seeing him every day but he is a better place
My grandad’s funeral songs was :
1: the business: maybe it’s because l’m a
Londoner (because he was from London)
2: aloe blacc: wake me up (my grandad use
to sing this when we went on road trips with him)
3: wiz khalifa ft. Charlie puth: see you
again (first song that l heard after he passed away he was my grandad and my
best friend)
4: Waylon Jennings: it’s all over now
(because he was a fan of him)
my grandad david michael baker 19th may 1940 - 9th june 2015 rest in paradise grandad/my best friend love you life is not the same without you. you left a big hole in my life and l am grieving for you run free bull bear x x x
my kitten oscar and my dog smell my fur babies love them so much they make me smile through the hard times x x x
my kitten oscar under my blanket and cuddling up with me and him helping me through the hard times x x x
My dog smell giving me sad eyes and a
face l cannot stay mad at but he is too cute and he helps me through hard times
x x x
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